Don’t know when (poem)

Hy folks.This is my first poetry attempt.I found poetic language too tough and often bewildering.This is just a self reflection of my mistakes.Kindly forgive my flaws🙏🤗. Don’t know when it beganIt dwells within me nowA feeling worth a tapozIs that you, my love?No,you aren’t my loveYou are as fragile as con promiseYou are as filthy