I wish to visit my past again to correct my mistakes,to endeavour my goals,to have time with my loved ones,to know where did I lost and to realize everything.But nothing can take me there,no one can and nowhere I go to back up my splendid life I lived.Sometimes I like to go back to my infancy.That tiny little baby who conquered the admiration of everyone and enjoyed the life with no anxiety or stress.Sometimes I used to think if I’ve studied hard for the exam,I would have scored good marks but now I can’t do anything about it.So I sit somewhere alone and sob.Is that the right way to conceal it?If I didn’t get good marks,I didn’t that’s all.What I do next is to work hard and crack it for the next time.If I had a time machine no doubt in topping the exam again is that a right way?I’m cheating on myself.Anyway that’s not possible in reality. “Yesterday is a history.Tomorrow is a mystery but today is a gift that’s why it’s called present.” The most beautiful gift on earth is this moment.The moment you live now.It’s a magical weapon that you can use to construct you future with everlasting concrete,cement and pillars. Always be alert,you can rewind your flick LIFE that you’re playing now.It goes where it goes,wanders all along the mountains,valleys,skies,trees,thorns better not to fall in abyss unless or until it covers the last lap.It’s in your hand. Live in the moment!
What’s your idea about a friendship?Love to infinity and beyond,be there when in need,uplift each other,sometimes a honey tongue also requires,joke and lol…but it’s far beyond that.We never hated a person who we never loved.In friendship too,sometimes those trivial fights and unnecessary arguments are kinda needed.It doesn’t mean to break our bonds but concretes the relation even more.Because it creates gap,where we miss them & have the sense how much they’re needed in our life.Those gaps reveals the truth our life without our friend is bitterful.
Once I fought with my bestie because I felt that she binged on to a newcomer girl than me.Since I’m possessive by nature,I started quarreling with her for no reason.At last,we ended up with goodbye & promised we would never talk each other.I made up my mind too not to talk.Later,I found it hard to be without her & that was the time I realized how much she meant to me.In those gaps,I couldn’t construct a world without her.Eventually I apologized her and I was suprised by her reply.She told “I knew you would come back to me.I just pranked on you by fighting.I can’t loose a friend like you.I just waited how far y’ll go & you lost…”I was blown away.I didn’t know that she had a luxurious place in her heart for me.Then we hugged each other & I was so sorry about my misunderstanding.This is the part where friendship fights becomes the most cutest thing to have.Sometimes it can be appalling but most of the times it refreshes & strengthen the foundations.So we should realize our relation in those gaps..
I’m very much delighted and honoured to have this prestigious Liebster Award.Still I’m totally unaware of the fact that how did I make this!!
My heartfelt gratitude to Akshita Bansal,who found the authenticity in my writing and thereby nominated me for this award.Dear Akshita,I’m astonished when that notification hit my phone.It’s like the best of compliments I ever got.To all who are reading this,please do have a check on her site & I’m pretty sure it worth a shot.I think,she is a blogger who penetrates the spirit of confidence and courage to her readers by her inspirational posts.Click here to explore her optimistic words!! https://myunspokenthoughts2.wordpress.com
1. Thank the blogger who nominated you. 2. Share 11 facts about yourself. 3. Answer the 11 questions the blogger asked you. 4. Nominate the 11 bloggers and make them happy..! 5. Make upto 11 questions and ask them to your nominees. 6. Notify your 11 nominees.
11 facts about me!
1.I have an ear piercinglaughter.
My friends often say please don’t joke with her for you own sake.I might burst out laughing and damn sure you can’t tolerate it.
2.I’m a sluggish person
I’m very slow in dealing with everything except eating.Anyway I guess I’m having a rigorous improvement & hoping for the best.
3.I’m obsessed with dresses
Fashion is a necessary thing but in my case it’s something more important than breathing.I’m very experienced in receiving curses of salesmen.I make them put on all stuff there and finally drop the very idea of purchasing it.I feel those vibrations through my body when I see a textile showroom.
4.I’m a movie maniac
For me,movies aren’t just a timekiller.It influences and sometimes plays a major role in our decisions too.Social dramas & worthy watch flicks are encouraged across the world.
5.I’m terrified of cockroaches🤭
This may sound funny for you but it’s a fact.If I see a cockroach flinch,then I start screaming as hell no matter if it’s a mile away from me.I’m still trying to get rid off this disorder(don’t laugh,okay?)
6.I’m an ardent fan of Adele
I don’t know whether this can be listed here.But I just want to ponder how much her voice calms my soul.It’s something I can’t express with words.My favourite songs are:
Someone like you
When we were Young
7.I’m very fond of crimenovels
It’s something which triggers curiosity in me.
8.I’m so concern about my hair
I hate when someone touches my hair.I don’t wanna my hair to fall off.I contemplate the beauty of my own hair for hours😅.
9.I’m a good secret keeper
My friends often share their secrets to me and they’re very much comfortable with me.(I’m not boasting 😁)
10.I’m a good annoyer(sometimes)
I love to annoy my brother and friends so much.It’s kinda fun to distract your loved ones, isn’t it?
11.I’m just 17!!
I think in this WordPress community,most of you have the misconception that I’m a grown up.So I take this opportunity to reveal this truth.I’m still learning to transform into a matured being… Hoping y’all be there to guide🥰🤗me!!
Akshita’s questions are:
1. WHAT IS YOUR LIMIT TO STRIVE FOR YOUR GOALS?
Actually there should not be any limits if we dare to gain the determination & courage to stand with our dreams.As a human being,sometimes I lack the strong determination to pursue it.But we all must have the passion & reselience to strive for our goals
2. HAVE YOU EVER BELITTLED SOEMONE JUST FOR YOUR SAKE OF PLEASURE?
So far no.I try not to do so.
3. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST WRONG THING STILL PREVAILING IN THIS WORLD?
Ignorance.In my opinion,we are not to avoid anyone who cares for us. It’s a sin.It’s one of the most painful thing in the world.How much we feel hurt when we are ignored by our loved ones?So let’s all work hand in hand.Together we blooms..
4. WHAT INSPIRES YOU TO RISE AND SHINE EVERYDAY?
Actually,nothing😂I just woke up today by hearing all the curses of mom.She was blaming on me because I got up late.I think we all living in a flow of water, eventually we get sedimented one day.
5. DO YOU FEEL LIKE PRIORITIZING BETWEEN YOUR FAMILY TIME AND YOUR GOALS, AND IF SO, WHICH WILL YOU PRIORITIZE FIRST AND WHY?
Of course,family.It’s a heaven where my goals start to blossom. Without them nothing is possible for me.
6. ANYTHING WHICH DEMOTIAVTES YOU?
When my hard work doesn’t reach up as I intended.I felt this some days back😣
7. WHAT ALL DISTRACTS YOU FROM FOCUSSING OVER ANYTHING, IF ANY, HOW CAN YOU OVERCOME THROUGH THAT?
Over addiction to mobile phones,I get distracted very much.I’m hoping by switching it off can somehow strive back my real passion..
8. LIFE IS FULL OF CHANCES, WOULD YOU MIND GIVING A SECOND ONE TO SOMEONE?
Definitely,no man is perfect.So why can’t we give second chances.We are human beings & we do make mistakes.It’s the humanity and compassion in us makes us a human.So no doubt in giving second chances..
9. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING TODAY, WHAT WOULD THAT BE?
It’s such a bewildering question.There are so many things.I’m learning to being a good listener.I stick to talking rather than listening.It’s something needed to be changed. Hoping I can make it. 10. WHY IS WRITING IMPORTANT TO YOU?
I just wanna put on my opinions & ideas.If someome find it helpful that’s the best thing I can ever do.I wish to write so.
I’ve read a book today.The book which intrigued me from the blurb itself & I was really into this because the theme was a socio-relevant one.I’m pretty sure most of you have already watched.It is streaming on Netflix titled in the same name“13 Reasonswhy“.But this is not a review,I just felt few things about it,the trauma.
Hannah Baker,a teenage girl commits suicide and why she did is a mystery.The story goes on with some tapes in which she recorded her audio and specifically it says 13 reasons behind her death.If you’re hearing to this,then you’re one of the reasons why.Don’t worry.Anyway I’m not gonna narrate the whole story.I just want to ponder the traumas that a typical teenager is going through and how to slay it.
Sometimes we keep on sticking to ourselves.We don’t let others to our space and that’s how it should be.We do have our own spaces.But what if we can’t handle ourselves?What if our depressions exceeds our limit?What if we find no way to cure?We must seek our trustworthy ones.But often find it hard to smack.Again we do try.
What I was going to convey is simple.Let’s not have that “over-confidence“that we can manage everything in person.We need assistance not always but at least once in lifetime.No one has ever live his life without any help.If he did then he must be any Alien or Avenger.Even avenger needed help too.Right?They united to smash away Thanos.
I just thought if I were in Hannah’s shoes, definitely I go for someone who listens so that I’ll be devoid of my stress.Not utterly but at least partially.A typical teenager can’t meet up the ends his/her own.That’s the fact.That’s exactly what the author conveys.They need good listeners,parents,teachers.All should work hand in hand to reciprocate their depressions in the accurate way.I wrote about suicide trauma few days back but after reading this book.I was in quest to acknowledge everyone who read this.We don’t want any other teenagers who end up like Hannah!
After centuries,human beings started to invade MARS for their survival..
Earth:I’ve carried all of them for years.I’ve tolerated every injustified acts and aggressive battles.But they went on wreckling me,tearing me to pieces,choking,dripping down to death.
Their rage got expired on me.Now they are coming for you..
Mars:Oh my friend,they all the same.Nothing can change them.I’m afraid now the count down is on me and I can hear its echo so dreadfully binding my air.Eventually my demise.
Earth:Even though they exploited me I can never leave them,my kids.No mother can leave their children stranded even if they are scumbags.The pain of her heart is perpetual and unconditional.Now they are away after their use.
Mars:Don’t worry my friend,they will never understand you after all.They cared for nothing except for themselves.They just used you for their own domination.They polluted you,stabbed you,murdered you to bleed,cracking all your bones,edges, and finally put you alone in an abysmal where solitude kills you to the final step.
Earth:I don’t know where did my children go wrong.I was there whenever they are in need,gave them shelter,food,water,everything they asked for.Why didn’t they see me shedding tears,hear me screaming,touch my swelling injuries?Maybe greed would have made them blind.My friend,please tell me where they went wrong?
Mars:I’ve been witnessing all the discriminations for decades.They were quenchlessly beating you down for supremacy.All they wanted was money.For that,they constructed factories,made unethical inventions,thrown plastics on your divine soil,boosted your air with poisons.Now it’s my turn.Wait and watch me slaughtered.For them,the eternal greed persist.
Earth:Let them do whatever they can.Let’s be quiet.We are meant to tolerate and it’s our duty to provide safety inhabitation for them.Eventually they realize how much I valued them.
My children,the eye of my apple. Please come back. Your mother is sobbing for you. Maternity’s divine touch is awaiting…
We come across different people in our daily life.With some we make acquaintance and rest being strangers as such.Living in this suspenseful drama called life without knowing the co actors ain’t gonna help you out.All you need is a makeup with emotions and act till death but it’s not just about acting.To slay this drama,a mutual understanding and communication is being an inevitable part but sometimes we might divulging.As social beings,we can’t move on without interactions or chit chats.Inspite of all our senses,still understanding our co actors and supporting actors is a herculean task.According to science,there are 27 emotions in human beings.But is it right to prejudice a man with this?
Even though we say being prejudistic is ain’t a bona fide path to determine one’s disposition,all will do it.That’s the fact.Either its deliberate or oblivious.For example,Mr Darcy in PRIDE AND PREJUDICE was a man of extreme pride and often felt obnoxious for Elizabeth Bennet later her theory was gone wrong when he saved her sister from a scandal.Those theories made her vexed by him.We all manipulate these kind of theories about everyone we see.But it ain’t sustain until we’re deeply in touch with them.
“People themselves alter so much,that there is something new to be observed in them forever”
But this ain’t a page about prejudice it’s all about an untold story behind everyone.How the exposed stories of one penetrate than the untold stories?Feel complicated?
Life itself is a mystery.Wandering then and there with benchmarked twists and terminates at some distant point more like the curiosity in Agatha Christie’s crime novels.But in this case,we really have no idea who’s the villain till the end sometimes we think someone is but later it goes wrong.Repeat.At times villain might be the most unexpected person in your life.The quandary is that understanding co actors like I wrote first.
An universal fact is that we don’t have the sixth sense to know what a person is going through if we know, pretty sure our world can’t be peaceful as now.
The invention of mobile phones had laid down an upheaval transformation in the saga of communication.The way to connect with people was something bizarre for the ancient men and now it became inescapable part of life.The tremendous network is a source but it can be appalling if not used in proper way.We can construct our own world in this web no matter who we are, what we are ,how we are ,thus admired by all of us.Its just that you need enough money for data and that’s all.Within the four corners of a room,we can peep out to a planet of connections and reciprocities.But not for sure to what extend it makes you to explore.You may wander to the extreme end or you may not its up to you.
We just cared more about connecting the world than anyone else.And we still do today.
Here I’ll take you to a deranged social media user….After posting your pic in social media the next step is to check out the likes.If you won’t get any likes within 5 minutes,there the wrath.Why I’m not getting?Aren”t I cute in this pic?Or too posy?Maybe they wouldn’t have seen it..Somebody like please…
After 5 minutes,
There I got 5 likes.So I’m snatched in this.Oh God,people started to heed me.But still 0 comments better wait it out.
After a while,someone commented “Stunning as Victoria Secret Model!!”
Thank you so much…that knocks my socks off!(above all heavens)
She is one of us or maybe she is me.I don’t know from where I get this psychic vibrations when I see a like notification.Something triggers the fake twofold in me & it hides the real me so that I can’t come up with insecurities.This web don’t want my insecurities.All it needs a well filtered pic that can make me gorgeous in looks.
I know you can’t part with that.But there exist still some people who exaggerate social media.What these likes to do with our life are meaningless.Do we need someone’s comment to know ourselves?Let it be a timekiller for us & not something which leads to any mental disorders.Like someone said I’ve a 1000 friends on facebook but don’t have one in real life.There are many people to compliment and criticize on web but you should be fortunate if you’ve a true one in real life.Let’s not get overpowered by these likes or comments.Even if you don’t receive likes on your post,give it yourself.Because only we know what we really are.Cheer up yourself!Its not the end of world.
Music invades soul.The universal fact is that nobody knows what’s the intuition behind this everlasting ardour.Somehow it passes from generations to generations.Maybe it existed from Adam’s age itself & it lives far beyond decades.There’s no such thing on earth that I’ve binged on like this.Sometimes it plays with brain.By twisting the melancholies,defeating the callousness,beckoning a bedraggled mind,it was there whenever we are in need.Can you even imagine that there exist something which slays this feeling?What music does with brain as well as heart is a mystery but science came across to many facts but I don’t want to think that way because I reckon there’s some extramundane powers behind it.Feelings can’t even touch the aisle to words.It’s something we sense.Want example?
Imagine you’re in a pinnacle of a mountain,shut the world outside,have your headphones to play on your favourite track,close your eyes.FEEL IT!!
If you are a person who love to hear music,but still don’t know what for you are hearing then you must be astonished by this supernatural thing.Because you used up to something bizzare unknowingly and it overpowers your stress.I’ve been searching in quest all my days for the cause behind this.I didn’t get answer maybe I won’t get it.
1.Thanks the blogger, who nominated you and provide the link of his or her website or blog.
2. Answer the 11 question given to you.
3. Nominate 11 other bloggers.
4. Ask your nominees 11 other questions.
5. Notify your nominees once, after you upload your post
1.What are you thankful for right now and why?
Well,it bewilders me.I’am thankful to all who trusts me and consider my character not my looks.
2.Who inspires you?
My parents and friends.They’ve been keep on carving out the real me.
3.Where is your favourite vacation spot?
Kodaikanal,the princess of hills is a place in Tamil Nadu where I step out just for tranquility.
4.When did you realise your love for blogging?
During my lockdown,I found this platform to express my all hidden thoughts and I’am getting really into this because people like my posts and their uplifting words makes me to write.
5.Why did black lives matter?
Black is just a skin colour and we all know that the melanin pigment provides this colour.But the recent violonces and non ethical comments made by the whitish half are to be questioned.They all are the creations of God.We don’t have the right to exploit one’s life just because of their colour.If we dare to question them,then we all are black inside.It is the internal black that is dangerous.Of course black lives matter because they are lives.
6.What new skills have you achieved during lockdown?
Nothing at all.Successfully wasted.
7.Where does your inspiration of blogging come from?
I don’t know.This question is pretty puzzling.But I love to read a lot and I always wanna ponder something so I’ve started to write.
8.Who is most important in your life right now ?
9.Why should bloggers follow your blog?
I blogs about the optimism in world.In the era of complaining and exploitations, I just wants to show how the world is a part of God.Hoping my followers would diligently be a part in this aisle to optimism.
10. When will racism end?
I’am speechless.I wish it would end one day.That’s all so far.The people should have the conviction that the world is meant not only for them but also every living beings.
My nominees are:
All of my followers!Its your turn.
My questions are;
1.What’s your timekiller?
2.Do you think that blogging alone can help you to share your thoughts?
3.Are you a good listener?
4.Who is your favourite author?
5.Write the things that you do when you are at the peak of extreme anger.
6.Why should bloggers follow your blog?
7.When did you realize your love for blogging?
8.How would you describe the pride of a human?
9.What’s your favourite food?
10.Do you think that beauty matters?
11.How can we assist the mentally disabled children?
Once again my deepest gratitude to VIRTUOSO for this nomination.I’am flattered.
I confess that I don’t have a fair and flawless skin but I wish if I had.Not just me each and everyone on earth wish to have the same.I had been reading Shakespeare’s books in which the metaphors engrossed and pondered into heroines in turn,makes her the most admired and sophisticated girl in world.I’m bit envious here or no it’s not.. 😒some itchiness start to crumble within me.I just contemplate myself in mirrors and find every micro flaws ,letting me fall down to abysmal .Is that a big deal if I lack in such beauty?
Maybe those dark circles,acnes,scars ,blah blah blah are just summing up my beauty.Wonder how?
Let’s have our eyes on an artist.Don’t you see he is doing something with the soil?He’s carving out a human being from that to where we all get sedimented one day!When I asked him he just told me that beauty is transient my dear.When you die,y’ll become the food of many organisms.They will not take your beauty as consideration all that they need is your flesh.Then I retained my conviction.I stared at the mirror for one more time but this time wasn’t like the previous,I thought I’m beautiful just the way I’m because he is the one who created me and he can never be wrong.My skin has zilch but it’s flawless.Since we all are creations of that inborn talented artist ,no calls us ugly even if they do they’re judging the creativity of this world’s most talented artist,the GOD!